a love letter to the world, about her

Vaneeza
Khan

Some people are placed in your life like a gift you didn't know you were waiting for.

scroll

she is

Meet Vaneeza

Vaneeza Khan

Vaneeza Bahalim (InshaAllah) Khan is an incredible person, and I feel like the world should get to know her. So I will tell everyone about her. In my eyes, after Nabi S.A.W, Vaneeza Khan is the greatest creation of Allah SWT. She's a family woman, she's beautiful, smart, kind, talented, incredibly beautiful, drop dead gorgeous, SubhanAllah.

She has the biggest heart out of all 8 billion people in this world. She cares for all living beings, not just human beings. She's always trying to do the right things, taking care of her family, taking care of her cats. She is all in all an incredible person and I love you so much Vaneeza.

Sincerely,
Zain Bahalim

a dream

Masjid Vaneeza

Masjid Vaneeza

One day, InshaAllah.

her name in bloom

A Garden for Her

Rose garden spelling Vaneeza

from my heart

Why I Love You

Hellur Vaneeza, my sweet beautiful jaanu, I hope this message gets to you. I just want to talk about how much I love you, now I'm going to delve into the why.

When I met Vaneeza I was working a dead end job and had nothing really going for me. I didn't have much money but she still chose to be with me in spite of that. She has been nothing but loyal, honest, respectful, and trustworthy. Even when I hurt her she found it in her heart to forgive me.

She has the biggest heart out of any human being I've ever met. She's constantly putting others before herself. When her family went to Hajj and left her alone to take care of her grandma, she stood there and did her job because that's who she is.

She's the greatest woman to ever exist to me and I will never take for granted the kind of blessing she is. Despite my wrongdoings she always wanted to see me, hang out with me, and make me feel better no matter how bad her day was. She loves me so I'm going to love her 10x harder.

She's so sweet, incredibly beautiful, drop dead gorgeous, the prettiest and most unique woman ever. SubhanAllah, wallahi I love you so much, you have no idea.

us

Memories We Made

Us

Oh Vaneeza, honey — this was our spot, every single day. We luckily had the same lunch and this was the first year of my life where I didn't sit with my friends, but with someone even more special. Someone who I want in my life forever and ever. Someone so selfless, I admire looking at her admiration to helping other people.

Us

This was when we went to the park right in front of Imran uncle's house and omg it was so fun, I still remember. You ended up getting lost and I was so scared, genuinely — I looked everywhere to find you and I couldn't. But like always, you came back to me heheheh. It was the first time I ever saw you do calisthenics, and the ride to the top of the very long slide was so fun. I had fun climbing it while you were following me. It was an incredible day, I miss you.

Us

This is one of my favorites because it's just a silly photo of us. I actually don't remember why I was there, but this was outside of your house — we were just having such a nice time. I miss that time so much, I miss all of these times. I love you so much Vaneeza. Nobody would let me be myself except for you, and for that I am truly grateful. I love you, my sweet beautiful bride. You're the best human being.

Us

This was the first time in our relationship we both wore desi clothes together and it was the best date ever, omg. This is where you bought me my Eid kurta and I got so many compliments on it — it was incredible. I loved your fit, it was so cute and beautiful. I love it when you wear dresses and desi clothes and anything — I love it all. You're so beautiful, AllahumaBarik. I even got you some hijabs from that one random store and we got you some hijab pins as well. I miss that day so much. I love you Vaneeza, thank you for all of these good times. 🙂

you & me

Us

Us
Us
Us

just her

You

Vaneeza
Vaneeza
Vaneeza

her babies

The Cats

She loves all living beings — and these three are proof of that.

Hawwa

Hawwa

You're the reason I kind of now want a cat. You are the cutest animal I have ever seen in my life and I am so happy about you. I remember when you got lost — I came looking for you, I searched the entire Gosling Pine neighborhood, but we found you. Heheheh. I miss you Hawwa, I love you.

Bhaloo

Bhaloo

Welcome to the new family, Bhaloo. Vaneeza will take extra good care of you, I promise. I'm sorry Bilal didn't, but trust me — Vaneeza is different. She's the sweetest person ever. She does so much for me and our relationship, I'm sure she will do so much for you.

Saya

Saya

Well hello there everyone, say hi to the most handsome cat I have ever seen in my life! I know Saya, your love is more reserved, but I'm hoping one day you can love me the same way Vaneeza loves you. I'll do anything for you to love me, man. You're really cool and I'm sorry if I ever said any mean things to you.

for her

My Duas

words I whisper to Allah for you, every day

رَبَّنَا آتِنَا فِي الدُّنْيَا حَسَنَةً وَفِي الْآخِرَةِ حَسَنَةً

Rabbana atina fid-dunya hasanatan wa fil-akhirati hasanatan

Our Lord, grant us good in this world and good in the Hereafter — I make this dua for us, that Allah blesses our dunya and our akhirah together.

اللَّهُمَّ بَارِكْ لَنَا وَاجْمَعْنَا عَلَى خَيْرٍ

Allahumma barik lana wajma'na ala khayr

O Allah, bless us and bring us together upon goodness — InshaAllah, one day, in the halal way.

Ya Allah SWT, allow her to be my naseeb.
Ya Allah SWT, allow her to be the love of my life.
Ya Allah SWT, allow her to be with me forever.
Ya Allah SWT, allow this to be in dunya and akhirah.
Ya Allah SWT, somehow give her the chance to forgive me.
Ya Allah SWT, continue to bless this woman for the rest of her life.
Ya Allah SWT, InshaAllah she's the one for me.
Ya Allah SWT, make her hardships easy.
Ya Allah SWT, make sure she's okay every single day.
Ya Allah SWT, continue to let Vaneeza have the most magnificent life.
Ya Allah SWT, InshaAllah I can be the best man for her. Ameen.
Ya Allah SWT, make sure no other women look at me but her.
Ya Allah SWT, make sure no other women look at me but her.
Ya Allah SWT, make sure no other women look at me but her.
Ya Allah SWT, make sure no other women look at me but her.
Ya Allah SWT, make sure no other women look at me but her.
Ya Allah SWT, make sure no other women look at me but her.

Ya Allah SWT, it has to be her — Ya Rabil Alameen, Ar Rahman, Ar Raheem.

Ya Allah SWT, I ask You — hands in the air, knees on the ground, face bowing down — please let it be her.

always

I'll Never Give Up On You

Vaneeza, honey, it's been almost 2 years — Alhamdulillah. These have been the best 2 years of my life. I've never been so happy. I understand we have our bad moments, but we always managed to come through, and I understand that the majority of the time I caused these bad moments. I take full ownership and responsibility for that, and I am so grateful that you're so merciful to me.

You make everything in life more enjoyable. When my job is trash, or class goes bad, or I fail a test — you never judge me for it. You always reassure me that I am not a failure and that everything is going to be okay, especially with A&M.

We have had so many problems, been through so much more than most people do in a lifetime, but we still managed to find a way to love each other at the end of the day. And I can't thank you enough for that, jaanu. You're incredible and I love you.

with everything I have

I'm Sorry

🤍

Vaneeza, honey, if you're reading this I am so incredibly sorry for every single time I made your heart heavy, made you sleep while crying, made you cry, broke your heart, and especially the most recent time.

Vaneeza, my sweet beautiful jaan, I've never felt this hurt before in my life and I'm so sad, I'm so angry, I hate myself for all the times you got hurt because of me. I am so incredibly sorry, it was never my intention to make you feel hurt, sad, depressed, or worse.

I'm going to be an even better man for you every single day, and if anybody thanks me or has some praise over me, I owe it all to you. You're an incredible person who my family adores because you bring out the best in me.

I love you, jaan 🤍